i've found a very efficient way to force myself not to play dota. hide my mouse. lol. very efficient, since it is virtually impossible to play dota using the mouse pad, much less enjoy it. haha. nods* this shall be the plan for the next 30 days. :))

no pain ish no gain; no risks ish no rewards.

everytime i aim for a certain grade, i will almost always get one grade lower. so im really kinda dreading auditing. :"( im only aiming for a B+. i really can't afford a B for auditing..... :( it will kill all my 2nd upper hopes for this sem....

:)

anyway exams are approaching! arghhh i probably shld stop all this emoing nonsense. the more i emo, the more i reject happiness and the more emo i become. vicious cycle yah :")

ganbatte everyone! :))