:( this is probably the longest i hav ever waited. for a guy. dots. :( 放下身架 by so much. :( if the jia ish correct at all, lol.

ok la :( today was quite enjoyable as a whole, its the person u r going out with that counts (quoted from eveeee :P) we played some totally boring pool then decided to catch a movie. the movie was ..... scary. :( i really regret watching such horror flicks..... much of the show i was hiding behind my hands... ="( im really a scardy cat laaaaa. i kinda hate it when ppl say i jiak bak. ="( though im really scared, its not like i purposely wanna eat his tofu..... i was really scared ok.. haizzz. then during pool he said the same thing. wth?! its an insult to accuse a gal of jiak baking. however true it is :P but still :( sighhhh am i being too loose? or jus not conservative enuf.... sighhhh im not really sureeeeeee.

well, im not looking forward to YOG..... sighhh the next few weeks up to end of oct, i will be super busy with tuitions and violin lessons, not to forget the daily violin practices and the monthly dental appts... sighhhh.

im getting the same vibes about him... the same i felt when i chased...... is that a sign i shld back off?