yess im gonna busy myself, doing things. to keep my mind off... ="( i can feel tears gathering inside my heart... i jus feel very upset... ="( i would have thought that he at least has the manners to tell me that he isnt free / dun wanna go out anymore.

boo :(

i jus go for outings and stone there, not adding to the atmosphere at all. seriously, i dun need ppl to talk to me la... i jus wanna stay silent and watch others, observe others.... ="( im quite tired of trying to fake a smile when ppl come and talk to me.... but they are jus concerned and being friendly....

jus go out to stone..... =")