=) decided not to blog abt the unhappy things... let them disappear!!

actually nowadays a lot of bad things happen to me... i hope they will stop...in the meantime.. i am numbing the pain .... but very expensive... been going for retail therapy and eating good food everyday =.=

broke liao =( any more... i will kena bank charge liao =( haizzz then the bounced cheque also. so angry... with myself...why did i write the date wrongly?? i hope they waive it for me.... need to beg beg liao...

haizzz so stressed abt so many things.. i wish i nv open my big mouth... now i tio so many daiji.....so irritated... i need time to myself.... haizzzz. at the end of the day, i still feel like listing out my troubles...

1) my friend pushed me to perform at jurong point... on stage somemore... and 4 ppl only.. and im playing the melody!!! very afraid ... and i got super duper stage fright... haizzz and cant get more ppl also.. so stressed... no one want to help.. and i want to go shanghai one...

2) the us trip.. haizzzz so many issues...

3) ntu open house pay... pls lor i spent my weekend helping ntu do their open house... and im not paid!!! i could hav spent that weekend mugging lor.. got quiz... and went for those trainings haizzz... im not paid cos no  giro.. and they nv tell me!! until i ask them. but very weird.. cos i worked for ntu before.. and got paid lor... what dont hav giro.. all rubbish!!

4) my internship. yes its very stressful. :( im not good at handling stress.

5) YOG woes =(

6) sisters' island camping trip woes. im afraid of lonliness.

emoness is coming back.. i think i listen to too many emo songs liao...

the great sg sale is here!!! time to shoppp. my internship place ish at bugis.. everyday walk past bugis junction..  see topshop, bhg, dorothy perkins full of ppl... make me wanna chiong in... but no time =( and too tired... no mood also... haizzzz


when there's up, there will be down later on. =) preparing myself for the downs coming..