haiz. i feel very sad. =( busy myself.. for the past few days.. cos i didnt wanna think of him. then... sat night went out with lamb.. then play pool until very happy... (finally got ppl other than XXX to play pool with me) then ... on the way home... he suddenly ask me abt .... XXXXXX ... then .... i emo again. i realise that after so long nv think of him... suddenly reminded.. it still .... the feeling is still very fiery.....

then ... sunday... saw him at habourfront..... was quite shocked cos i saw a pink shirt flashing past then i thought the shirt looked quite familiar... in the end it was him.. i was still considering whether to call out to him... then i still call.... then he came down to talk to me... my heart beat v fast... but i think i say wrong thing again =(

haizzz after he left, i was still very much affected.... heart beating v fast.. hands keep shaking... cant even drink my soup properly..

=( i hate this feeling... same like drinking alcohol.... its a nice yet terrible feeling...........