what's this empty feeling in my soul?



i keep listening to this song, since the past hour, and the whole of ytd.
you noe that im emoing when im listening to violin songs. not emo oso become emo....

when i hear this song, i feel really very sad. the song of vivace 8..... i didnt play it well. and i could hav played it for freshmen opening ceremony '10. but i never take up this challenge. im really a failure..... am i using my braces as an excuse?

havent really studied a lot for the past 3 weeks, other than jap. jap is the only module that interests me for this sem. sighs. the other modules are like, blah. :( sighs.

its tiring, kinda. complain complain complain. got ppl wanna take ntu accountancy, but no chance. im in the dream course of many ppl, and all i do ish to complain. sighs.

:( 2nd upper honours, where are you???? haizzzz



someone told me that the violin is an instrument which makes ppl very emo cos its sounds is very similar to that of a person crying....maybe? :")