还是执迷不悟的
还是不想面对现实
还是意念着欺骗自己
还是不歇地挂念着过去

still hoping for hope.

im seeing glimpses of hope in everything, its what keeps me going.
suddenly i jus feel like not doing anything, jus foloing what life brings me.
im too dejected to fight for my own future, im jus going with my flow.

只差一步；意兴阑珊。

im too dejected to go for school. i feel like skipping classes. the huge amt of time taken to go sch really jus throws me off. haiz.

i won't be doing anything for this academic year. jus studying. and all those big talk, all has come back to shame me.

am in a shitty and fierce mood right now, do not try to step on my tail. unless u seek death.