various emotions are raging inside me right now. but i won't pen them down. some of them are simply too negative to keep as memories. i wish to throw them away, and throw them away i will.

i jus wasted 3h on msning jus now. i really will stop. from today on, i will stop wasting time on msn. i will study, seriously. and start to do my tutorials. quizzes are coming. i hav jus written down the quiz dates, presentation dates and report deadlines. if i think that the first half of sem 1 was busy, the second half is gonna be a b*tch. im sorry for using this word, but its really only describable with that word.

i will try again. no matter how much it rejects me. i will persevere, until one day it does not.